So what can i say man, ITS BEEN AGES since i wrote here and i felt like talking to someone but everyone is asleep or doing something funny and ridiculous :P nevertheless JOURNAL! here i am hope u can listen to me!
SO journal my life has been in the world suckiest book of records ( jeez look at me whine), feels like i took a hit from a truck or maybe some guy head butting me in the skull! ( soccer)
So yea here i am talking abt my life, not the best well lets say cause of my dumbness i and all the other idiotic part of me put together dropped the FREAKIN HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI combined on my head! Unlike JAPAN i was definitely not prepared! and i think my nuclear reactors FREAKIN LEAKED like hell!
I feel like now i am a worker at the leaked area trying to work my ass off but i guess only god knows how much i can (: its either u die or die trying.
But i guess life is like that u make em mistakes to face em, sometimes u dont get second chances or maybe sometimes u just got to wait for maybe time to heal the damage...but sometimes even waiting hurts.
Well i feel just wait then try my best to fight and see if she notices it (: pray to god she does (:
Thanks to everything!
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