baldkiller

After u have said good night to ur loved ones...what do u do ):

For me i stare into my celing thinking of ways i can improve to some people
What i have done wrong in the weeks..how am i gonna impress the people in the coming weeks (:

Nights to be are really boring...cant seem to sleep....when i surf the net...i tread past my GF's blog all i see is the damage i caused her..blah full of a sucker i am ):

Nvm but i guess god planned it well...nights are where i reminisce with my past (: good times bad times...past few weeks its the bad times i caused my gf thats been lingering in my mind.....

Been saving u money for my gf's bade present(more meals to skip (:)....thinking of finding a small flyer job or a super small super temporary job..to get some extra cash for her present....After i aint rich...but my parents are (: LOL

I feel like...i cant be like any other guy...who has less stricter parents...whose parents allow him to go out after 10 to meet a friend  and stuff....therefore making my GF sad when she cant see me...i am sorry wawa

Once again reading my GF's blog...damn really brings me down so low....i think i should go for the punching the wall therapy....it hurts like hell...pain is immediate and effective...makes me tear like a FOOLISH guy...but good thing is no scars or redness...or maybe cause i am that black...haha so my GF wont noe...haha thx god (:

So yea...i will be doing my punching....need to keep my dearie happy (: and i have to learn from my mistakes (:
Nights ppl