baldkiller

i have learnt anotha thing in my life...actually i noe abt it like a long time ago just that i nvr  talked abt it....i just kept running it in my head

Life is very balanced....god has made it that way... like for an example "remember those times when u are waiting for a taxi and none show up....and sometimes when u are walking to the shop and u look at the road...and u see soo many available taxi's...well thats that u cant help but to say "damn.......(something something)""

well god makes it like that....he cant just let everyone get what they want....u ask god for a million dollars...and the next moment it appears infront of you....well things like that dont happen...god gives it to those who he thinks deserve it....so practically u have to bloody well work hard for what u want....cause god is only 50% and the rest is all in YOU!!....

some people might be pro-god and after they hear me saying that...they  might start going berserk and say something like " GOD IS EVERYWHERE GOD IS 100%"(doing all of it with a gun on my head)

well me be clear to u guys...not that i am scared of u ppl and i am posting this on my blog which is fairly un popular....its that this has been stuck in my head for a long time need to organize some stuff...so yea back to my point..let me be clear....GOD will not help...i am emphasise on the word WILL NOT!!...help those who dont help themself....sometimes when ppl argue saything that...

Dude 1: Hey ravin dude....guess wat i didnt try hard and god gave me something i really wanted.
Raviin:Yo man...its simple god just played a trick in ur head..causing u to work hard without u even noticing that u were actaully trying hard...

so yea i even say god also agrees with me....so yea thats my very small simple principle abt life...actaully a small part of it...i need ppl to ask me questions so that i can talk out more...cause its just way to many things in my head..

now its a about pain....and how to handle it....wait brb toilet...ok back

ok to be honest with myself...i can say i am always in pain...cause of one reason or anotha...not going to tell u guys what it is...cause thats like broadcasting my weakness...so yea i am like gonna tell u wats pain...

Anyways just for ur info....i am in my clubhouse in SP...is very quiet..i off-ed the aircon and i am sitting on a couch very large and comfy....only things i hear are the clocks ticking noise and my own breath...so yea i am in a peace of mind...and i like it...

anyways back to my "PAIN " topic.....pain is something like how u say...hmm ok

pain can be physical like a wound or muscular problem blah blah..and i am pretty darn sure everyone in the world has experienced it...atleast everyone i noe has....well again this kinda pain...does this to ur head....it either makes ur more alert or more fearful....anyways yea it just tunes ur brain wires a little....or maybe it even sometimes makes u more stronger or more relieved....but no matter wat...it's just playing mind games with u...depending on how u take it will depend on what u feel....

anotha sort of pain...is a mental pain...when u are shagged out after an exam...and u just way too lerthagic to carry on with anything else...well u need to sleep that off

but the most intriguing thing abt pain is this one which i like alot....CONCEALMENT of PAIN!

have u ever tried to conceal pain...like if ur gf says u are the worst kisser ever...even though u feel that ur heart has sunk really low...u try ur best to come with a giggle or a counter argument...but the fact is ur heart was shattered  so fast that u were left stun
worst thing is when u try to hide the pain...it becomes worse...u feel like crying it out but u cant cause u have to put a bold front...but deep inside u feel really soft

so let me say this to whomever it might help...if something like that happens u have a choice in in life...whether to show the fake side of u...or the real side is entirely up to....gosh i am feelin so tired...not feeling good...hell all the other cca people are making soo much noise cant type much

So yea this is it...i am done for today...feeling really tired and mooded out....yep nights people

cya later
peace out